Found New Love Again

 I never thought that I would ever find love again, But something nice happened. Just about a month ago. One day afternoon, I was in the break room. (currently working at Walmart). Then he showed up in the doorway. My heart was beating fast, Like superman speed. That's when I knew that I have got to meet this man. Something about Hispanic Men that drives me wild and crazy. I even said to myself as quietly as I can," I have got to meet this guy." And he actually sat next to me and smiled and looks at me. And I am looking down at my phone, and I would glance up and look at him. and trying not to smile or blush. But of course I did. We finally broke the ice. And started to talk and getting to know one another. That's when he says " I heard you say " Wow, and have to meet me" and he actually heard me. oops He says the same thing about me, and how he wants to meet me too. Everyday when I come into work. Dressed nicely and I always smile. And i usually don't, but I've been working on that. On our first hang out on Friday afternoon, I had invited him to the movies, And I wasn't sure if he would say yes, But he did, and he showed up. And We saw the new Elvis Movie. Fantastic Movie btw. After the movie, we went back to my house and we continued to watch another Elvis Movie, Jailhouse rocks. I told him it's one of my favorite movie. I felt the instant sparks with him, and felt right too. We did talked and decided to have a casual relationship. And I am okay with that. Besides I had told him that ended my 12 yr relationship with other ex Javier. At first I thought it would be a little confusing about dating another Javier. But it's really not. anyways we have hanged out few times, and getting ready for our next hang out this weekend. I will be making him dinner. And watch more movies. And hit that gorgeous Pool. I am actually crazy about this guy. He is good to me. And does things that I want to do. tiktok, and selfies. can't wait to do that again. And also planning on going bowling as well too. " I really like to see where our relationship is going. Maybe he could be the one for me. Idk. 

I have been single for a very long time now, never been married, but i had suffered two miscarriages. I still have hope. He tells me that he does have a daughter, she stays with her grandparents in Montana. One day I would love to visit Montana. There are a lot of places that I always wanted to go and visit. 

For now, I am finally in the right place in my life. My job, and some friends. and hopefully my new love. I would like to change that casual to a serious relationship. 

love always

Azkye4life

Tabby

 This past week, I was outside walking back from my mailbox, and I have spotted this kitty. She is a stray cat. And when I went to pet her, and she loved that, and I just fell in love with her, and I noticed that she hasn't eaten because of how she looked and how i felt her bones a little bit, So I got her to follow me, back to my unit and toke her in for the night. And I given her food and water, And very happy too. 

Tabby, is the sweetest and friendly kitty. And very playful too. Tabby and Balki got along very well. playful too. But I'm not allowed to have two cats, So i had to let her go, But every now and then I would leave water and food outside of my door for her. past couple of nights she wasn't around but I knew she is around and will return. And she did. I have been monitoring her and watching her. I would sit with her and play with her for a little bit. But I didn't forget about Balki. He will always be my baby. I knew the rules about living in my unit, I am only allowed one pet. In my heart I feel like Tabby is mine. Tabby needs a home. She is a outdoor kitty. For now, I would like to get her a collar. I will keep you all posted on this. For I must go. 

ttyl 

Kylene 

Pride

 I never thought that I would do this, And have this public. but here I go.

When I was in my early to late 20's I have discovered something different about me and my sexuality, and if I was bisexual. I had this feeling actually since i was like 18 years old. My junior yr of High school. I started to have the change in my life and when I discovered that I was attractive to girls. But I am still attractive to men. I have kept this secret for a very long time and I never told any of my family members. Not one. Was I ashamed? No it just never came up to tell my mom. I remember one time mom and I were walking to play Bingo up the road. My own mother actually says to me that she wants me to find the guy that will love and wants to take care of me. For the rest of my Life. But here is the twist, I never actually would hear tis from my own mother, She would be happy if I was a lesbian. And I was surprise to hear that from her. I love my mom, and missing my mom too. Unfortunately she passed away. But I will never forget my mom, I wish that I have told her that I was attractive to girls. For many years I have kept this secret. I never had a relationships with girls, but I have had relationships with men. And as always I been hurt so many times. I can't seem to find the love of my life, I thought I did. 

Now, to this day, Do I still find ladies attractive, Yes. But do I want to pursue a relationship? No. I like the way things are now. Nothing to tie me down with big responsibilities. accept my own apartment and taking care of my cat, Balki. 

In closing, I have decided on my fate on women and men. ( For now I have chosen to be with a guy) 

In my heart, I want to have the relationship that I deserve. But no matter what relationship it is. Our hearts will always get hurt and broken. I will always support L.S.B.T.Q 

I have many friends that gay and lesbians. And I support them all the way. 

Life in Purpose

 

Life In Purpose

As time goes by, and not a minute too soon, there will be times of happiness and sadness. We just don't know when to except it to happen. When you think there are more of things that you should do or accomplished in goal of the career choice. 

I have always wanted to do more. Like travel places that i have dreamed of going. Like London England, Paris France, Maui Hawaii, Bermuda. And even Africa or Egypt. 

I would love to see the art galleries and museums. It's something that I would want. And how to achieved in that isn't easy because of the expenses. financially. Sometimes I wish that  was rich. but that didn't happened. Life has purpose. and how we live. 

My cousin tells me if I want to make this happened, I should just take my check and just put it into my savings and not touch a dime of it. Period. She is right. But I do need to keep some of my check on regular basics, like food and my cat Balki's needs. And that is important. 

I have always wanted to go to Hawaii. And from now until next year I am putting that plan into motion. And that will happened. 

This past year 2022, I have been taking better care of myself and have been getting things done like going to the eye specialist doctor, and ear specialist too. And now I am getting ready to go to the dentist. 

once I get to the dentist. that will be it for now. And then i can finally focus more on my dream vacation.

ttyl 

Kylene

BSB ( Backstreet Boys) DNA TOUR

 I am so with excitement. Because I am going to attend to the concert. I got my ticket couple months back. And since then I am getting some merchandise for the concert. waiting on my t shirt from amazon. should be getting that very soon. And also to get one more thing and then I am all set and ready to go. June 9th is the day that I will finally see them in concert. They are my number one greatest boy band since the 90's And now its 2022 and finally going. yay.

I have been to other concerts, like the beach boys, Michael Bolton, Clay Aiken, Adam Lambert, Justin Guarini, Queen, Josh Groban, and Idina Menzel. 

And now i can add BSB to my concert list.

There is another concert coming in Sept. And I planned to go and see him. And Can't wait. Michael Buble. I have always wanted to see him and now is my chance to see him in the fall. And its kind of close to my bday. So it will be an early bday present for myself. 

Sept. 20th  Higher Tour, And my bday is Oct. 1st. 

that's all for now. 

talk again soon

Kylene

Maui Hawaii vacation

 I have always dreamed of wanting to visit Hawaii, and I would love to take that chance next year to go.

I also know that it will take some time to save that kind of money too. But I like to take that challenge. Every time when i watch Hawaii five O. I always say to myself that i will visit one day. sometime last year one of my cousins actually lived out there. Her husband serves in the military and was deployed there. And i waas a little bit jealous. but i know one day that it will happened. one day soon.

One other thing that i've always wanted to do when i get there, is to swim with dolphins. That would be awesome. and do other hawaii stuff to like snorkeling, sailing. walk on the beach. love the beach. Eat awesome food. and of course the souviners. 

And stay in a nice hotel on the beach. and look out the view of my hotel room. 

anyways that's all for now.

kylene