Found New Love Again

 I never thought that I would ever find love again, But something nice happened. Just about a month ago. One day afternoon, I was in the break room. (currently working at Walmart). Then he showed up in the doorway. My heart was beating fast, Like superman speed. That's when I knew that I have got to meet this man. Something about Hispanic Men that drives me wild and crazy. I even said to myself as quietly as I can," I have got to meet this guy." And he actually sat next to me and smiled and looks at me. And I am looking down at my phone, and I would glance up and look at him. and trying not to smile or blush. But of course I did. We finally broke the ice. And started to talk and getting to know one another. That's when he says " I heard you say " Wow, and have to meet me" and he actually heard me. oops He says the same thing about me, and how he wants to meet me too. Everyday when I come into work. Dressed nicely and I always smile. And i usually don't, but I've been working on that. On our first hang out on Friday afternoon, I had invited him to the movies, And I wasn't sure if he would say yes, But he did, and he showed up. And We saw the new Elvis Movie. Fantastic Movie btw. After the movie, we went back to my house and we continued to watch another Elvis Movie, Jailhouse rocks. I told him it's one of my favorite movie. I felt the instant sparks with him, and felt right too. We did talked and decided to have a casual relationship. And I am okay with that. Besides I had told him that ended my 12 yr relationship with other ex Javier. At first I thought it would be a little confusing about dating another Javier. But it's really not. anyways we have hanged out few times, and getting ready for our next hang out this weekend. I will be making him dinner. And watch more movies. And hit that gorgeous Pool. I am actually crazy about this guy. He is good to me. And does things that I want to do. tiktok, and selfies. can't wait to do that again. And also planning on going bowling as well too. " I really like to see where our relationship is going. Maybe he could be the one for me. Idk. 

I have been single for a very long time now, never been married, but i had suffered two miscarriages. I still have hope. He tells me that he does have a daughter, she stays with her grandparents in Montana. One day I would love to visit Montana. There are a lot of places that I always wanted to go and visit. 

For now, I am finally in the right place in my life. My job, and some friends. and hopefully my new love. I would like to change that casual to a serious relationship. 

love always

Azkye4life