Brother

This is really hard for me, right now but i have something to say, about people people that commit suicide. One thing is i don't understand why or what made them want to end their life. I also want to be clear about it too. But i also have questions about it. Like what would make them want to do something like this? why?

I have always wanted to know why? why end your life. What was wrong? Was it depression or bipolar. Or was it because of the bad choices that has happened to you. I have one friend who had a sister, who committed suicide, and i feel so sad for my best friend for losing her sister like that, I didn't think that i would have someone in my family that would do something like, but i was wrong. it happened to my family. I just recently loss my baby brother from suicide. I am devastated to lose a love one. It has been so hard not to be as close to someone like a family. For the past five years i have loss family. first my parents. and then my older brother has passed and now my younger baby brother. now it's just me and my younger sister. We have been through a lot.

I have always loved my brother, and sister. but we just drifted apart, but my older brother i was more closer to him then i was with my two younger ones. I will miss my baby brother. He will always will be. I love you Eric, and i am devastated for what happened. I wish i knew why you would do something like this. I don't completely understand this. I have been very emotional for two days now since i found out about your passing, i will always love you and miss you very much.
My baby brother. I love you with all my heart.