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Friday, December 30, 2016

Tis the season: 2017... New goals

Tis the season: 2017... New goals: As of next month I Kylene, will work on my new goals and will be continuing with my education. I am now entering my senior year. at PCC. And...

2017... New goals

As of next month I Kylene, will work on my new goals and will be continuing with my education. I am now entering my senior year. at PCC. And i love it there. Every this time of year i have been asked if i want to transfer to a University. TBH. I like too, but i don't see that happening anytime soon.  I love being at PCC.

My other new goals is to be in a new place. I need to be out of this one by the end of my lease. I still have 7 months. I will start looking for a new place beginning of summer. sometime in May 2017. Recently i had a dream that my aunt bought me a condo. But that was just a dream. Kind of wish it wasn't a dream. but it is. there is one place just down the street from me now. I do have my eyes on this condo complex. There are a few other places too. One thing is for sure is I love it here in phoenix, And i don't want to leave Phoenix. Well, I can't wait to get out of here.

If i had all the money i would actually buy me a tiny house. I love those tiny houses Ok, yes i do like my space. but I am a fan of the tiny houses. there are few images i've seen from a tiny house and its amazing. this one is very nice and would love to have something like this. and I absolutely love this one... this is definitely would love something like this... And love this tiny house... love the concept and style... Image may contain: indoor there are so many style of tiny homes that i love so much... there are few more images i like to show you . Image may contain: house and outdoorImage may contain: house and outdoorJust looking at these tiny houses are very amazing and i love who has done these did an amazing job. I love vintage style and some modern style too. And if you combine it together, I think it would be very amazing... Image may contain: indoor This one is by far the greatest style I've ever seen. did i mention how much i love the staircase... gorgeous... I love the living room. And i would also would love to have built in shelves too. And finally. this one... wow. This is the style of tiny house that i love so much... If i ever got to own one, this would be it... I would take all these images and combine it, put my ideas together. And make my dream home... Wish i could afford something like this... But this is just a dream of mine...
I need to get out of this apartment, this year. I can't wait anymore... Mostly because of my rent... that's why i have to leave. I just hope that i find a new place. By August 2017. that's when i can move out and into a new place. I do have to admit, I am tired of moving. I also need to hire movers this time. And that will cost me. Just not to sure yet. And hope that i can afford... Like i said before have to wait and see... Happy New Year everyone. Hope we have a good year... good bye 2016. Hello 2017...

Monday, December 19, 2016

Tis' the season part 2

Tis' the season.
I would like to wish you a happy and safe Christmas. " I have been trying to keep myself together. And go day by day. We all have our emotionally around the holidays. We have love ones that we loss. And we have lots of people that will love us. our family and friends.

Being around family & friends and God for watching out for all of us, We are his children. I believe in God and Jesus... I have always believed. For a long time, i have been angry. and felt lost...

Memory, of all the good things, with my parents, and my brother. I even think about my three little Angels. And my grandparents...

merry Christmas everyone,

Sunday, December 11, 2016

Christmas Time

Tis the season to be happy and thankful. and to have a great season. About two years ago i was in a depression because I had loss both my parents. I had lost my spirit for a very long time. And then last year I loss my older brother jay. He was unexpected and i was devastated and hurting really bad. We were really close. Jay has always been there for me. And that is what i love about him. I love you jay and i will always think of you and mom and dad. I miss you all so much. My mom has always been there for me too. And when i found out mom was diagnosis with cancer. I was hurt and was hoping mom would be okay. Mom has fought for 2 years, but i loss my mom to the battle of cancer. And just before she died. She had told and asked me to find someone that will treat me with respect and will love me for me. and who i am. I had a feeling that my brother jay and my dad would have said the same thing. They wouldn't want to see me hurting. I miss them everyday. Just this year around my bday i was getting the spirit back, I was starting to get my spirit back. And its a good thing. But around the holidays i feel emotional. I am still having a rough patch, But i am okay. I just want to be happy again. And be strong too. And for my aunt Renee. I love my aunt so much and i feel more closer to her. I love spending time with her too. She and my cousin Carrie love that i call and check in with them. They like that, unfortunately i can't right now because i didn't have enough money to keep my phone on. But i am dealing with it. I been through this before. And again. I just need to be patient and wait to get my phone service turn back on. And i will. I'm ok. plus i been busy with my finals. this week is my last, and finally on christmas break. I hope that i am not being to personal Here. I do try and keep that to myself. I just wanted to express here on my blog. it's kind of like a family thing. I like turning to my blog page. And be in Kylene's zone. Thank you everyone. Next time i can talk about good things that will happen for the new year 2017.