2025 update

 Over in this past year of 2025 has its ups and downs. And great things have happened. Like for instant I finally got to see Billy idol in concert. Which was amazing. Joan Jett and the Blackhearts opened up for Billy Fuckin idol ( lol) please  excuse my language. At the end of his concert I actually says that after introducing of his band mates. Which was awesome. There were other concerts this year I wanted to attend. Like the Jonas brothers but was not able to make it. Even maroon 5 was here. And Bryan Adams came back too. But last year I saw him in concert. And finally Leann Rimes will be here in December. Hoping I’m able to go. I don’t know yet. Have to wait and see. 

Now: I just recently got rest of my wisdom teeth removed yesterday. It’s now day one after the surgery. I’m doing ok but my jaw does hurt a little bit. And I feel fine so far. I just have to go to Walmart and get more soft food I can eat. And continue my Christmas shopping. I should be done with my Christmas shopping by the first week or second week of December. 

Appleton, my second cat has to go to the vet and I need to find out what happened to his paw. He somehow hurt his paws. He is okay. But I want to make sure with his vet doctor. 

Now: upcoming concerts are coming for the new year. One is a big one for myself and my cousin Carrie I will reveal that later. That’s secret Christmas and birthday present. For her and I can’t wait.  My second concert is no other than Calum Scott. Can’t wait on this one too. I am excited about this. All I need now is a his merchandise tshirt for that event. About to get that very soon. 2026 is going to be a good year start for me. Yay

Current year 2025 I know I have been absent on here. I am still here. I hardly use my sugargirl account. I have been mostly been using my Azkye4life account mostly. These days. 

Anyways this all for the now. I will be back soon before the year is over. Have a great day

Kylene 

2024 Adventures

 It has been quite sometime since the last time i was on my blog here. I have been occupied with work and recently had foot surgery. But i also kind of lost interested with my blog, Plus tiktok has been keeping me as well too. i spend alot of my time on that most of the time too. And currently getting ready to go on a weekend trip to Vegas next month. Three day trip. I never been to Vegas and this will be my first time ever. Because I won 2 tickets for an event. The Cheer Choice Awards. I almost had to forefit my winnings. But i worked out my plans, I just wish i can stay in a hotel. I would of love that. But My friend Roxanne lives in Las Vegas. We will have a great time. I can't wait. 

Also I am excited about for next year 2025, I recently just started to save money so that i can go to Disneyland, never been there. And if i can reach my goal of $2,100.00 by the end of this year by Dec 31st 2024. My cousin Carrie says she will take me to Disneyland. I hope that i can reach that goal. 

The best part about this goal is to help me and be more responsible. I am responsible, just not the way i want it to be. Like having my own house and the car, that i would love to have, I love jeeps, and Kia. The color i would love to have is purple. A purple Kia, 

I have been concentrating on my tiktok because I am trying to earn more followers and more likes on my videos. All i ever wanted is to be famous and a great creator. for my videos and for myself. 

I am still doing the other events like concerts, I still do that. recently just last year 2023, I went to see Pitbul, Ricky Martin and Enrique Iglesias omg, best night ever. And I will never forget. Now this year 2024 because of my weekend trip to Vegas coming soon. I have to decide which concerts that i have to give up on. So i narrowed it down to two. New Kids On the Block and Parmalee. coming this summer. 

that is all for now, and happy to be back on here. 

Heather

Sky diving adventures

 I have always wanted to be an adventuress girl, there are fun things that I have always wanted to try and do, like skydiving. And the Zip line. But its the skydiving that I really want to do. And I like this summer to be one year for me and my best friend Gerilyn. We both want to do this. And now I am looking into it and the prices too. Once I get all that info, I will informed her what I found. They do have a training with the experienced jumpers. The one place, location is Buckeye Az, They have 5 stars. and looking at the prices for the summer is actually good. 

Also later this year, and always there are several concerts that I like to attend as well. My first one is coming up later in March. it's my first country artist, Reba love her she is the queen of country. I can't wait to be there. 

Today, I am having a little off day, and I know my day will be better. Just have to relax and enjoy the rest of my day. 

I have now been working part time again for almost two years later this Sept. And my new love Javier2.0 is great. 

Okay I know I am a little off track on the subject about sky diving. But this is what I do. I try not too, but can't always contain it. But I am trying and doing the best that I can. It's also been quite awhile since I've been on my blog.

I am here now. and in conclusion

Thank you and have a great awesome day.... 

Take care: Azkye4life

Found New Love Again

 I never thought that I would ever find love again, But something nice happened. Just about a month ago. One day afternoon, I was in the break room. (currently working at Walmart). Then he showed up in the doorway. My heart was beating fast, Like superman speed. That's when I knew that I have got to meet this man. Something about Hispanic Men that drives me wild and crazy. I even said to myself as quietly as I can," I have got to meet this guy." And he actually sat next to me and smiled and looks at me. And I am looking down at my phone, and I would glance up and look at him. and trying not to smile or blush. But of course I did. We finally broke the ice. And started to talk and getting to know one another. That's when he says " I heard you say " Wow, and have to meet me" and he actually heard me. oops He says the same thing about me, and how he wants to meet me too. Everyday when I come into work. Dressed nicely and I always smile. And i usually don't, but I've been working on that. On our first hang out on Friday afternoon, I had invited him to the movies, And I wasn't sure if he would say yes, But he did, and he showed up. And We saw the new Elvis Movie. Fantastic Movie btw. After the movie, we went back to my house and we continued to watch another Elvis Movie, Jailhouse rocks. I told him it's one of my favorite movie. I felt the instant sparks with him, and felt right too. We did talked and decided to have a casual relationship. And I am okay with that. Besides I had told him that ended my 12 yr relationship with other ex Javier. At first I thought it would be a little confusing about dating another Javier. But it's really not. anyways we have hanged out few times, and getting ready for our next hang out this weekend. I will be making him dinner. And watch more movies. And hit that gorgeous Pool. I am actually crazy about this guy. He is good to me. And does things that I want to do. tiktok, and selfies. can't wait to do that again. And also planning on going bowling as well too. " I really like to see where our relationship is going. Maybe he could be the one for me. Idk. 

I have been single for a very long time now, never been married, but i had suffered two miscarriages. I still have hope. He tells me that he does have a daughter, she stays with her grandparents in Montana. One day I would love to visit Montana. There are a lot of places that I always wanted to go and visit. 

For now, I am finally in the right place in my life. My job, and some friends. and hopefully my new love. I would like to change that casual to a serious relationship. 

love always

Azkye4life

Tabby

 This past week, I was outside walking back from my mailbox, and I have spotted this kitty. She is a stray cat. And when I went to pet her, and she loved that, and I just fell in love with her, and I noticed that she hasn't eaten because of how she looked and how i felt her bones a little bit, So I got her to follow me, back to my unit and toke her in for the night. And I given her food and water, And very happy too. 

Tabby, is the sweetest and friendly kitty. And very playful too. Tabby and Balki got along very well. playful too. But I'm not allowed to have two cats, So i had to let her go, But every now and then I would leave water and food outside of my door for her. past couple of nights she wasn't around but I knew she is around and will return. And she did. I have been monitoring her and watching her. I would sit with her and play with her for a little bit. But I didn't forget about Balki. He will always be my baby. I knew the rules about living in my unit, I am only allowed one pet. In my heart I feel like Tabby is mine. Tabby needs a home. She is a outdoor kitty. For now, I would like to get her a collar. I will keep you all posted on this. For I must go. 

ttyl 

Kylene 

Pride

 I never thought that I would do this, And have this public. but here I go.

When I was in my early to late 20's I have discovered something different about me and my sexuality, and if I was bisexual. I had this feeling actually since i was like 18 years old. My junior yr of High school. I started to have the change in my life and when I discovered that I was attractive to girls. But I am still attractive to men. I have kept this secret for a very long time and I never told any of my family members. Not one. Was I ashamed? No it just never came up to tell my mom. I remember one time mom and I were walking to play Bingo up the road. My own mother actually says to me that she wants me to find the guy that will love and wants to take care of me. For the rest of my Life. But here is the twist, I never actually would hear tis from my own mother, She would be happy if I was a lesbian. And I was surprise to hear that from her. I love my mom, and missing my mom too. Unfortunately she passed away. But I will never forget my mom, I wish that I have told her that I was attractive to girls. For many years I have kept this secret. I never had a relationships with girls, but I have had relationships with men. And as always I been hurt so many times. I can't seem to find the love of my life, I thought I did. 

Now, to this day, Do I still find ladies attractive, Yes. But do I want to pursue a relationship? No. I like the way things are now. Nothing to tie me down with big responsibilities. accept my own apartment and taking care of my cat, Balki. 

In closing, I have decided on my fate on women and men. ( For now I have chosen to be with a guy) 

In my heart, I want to have the relationship that I deserve. But no matter what relationship it is. Our hearts will always get hurt and broken. I will always support L.S.B.T.Q 

I have many friends that gay and lesbians. And I support them all the way. 

Life in Purpose

 

Life In Purpose

As time goes by, and not a minute too soon, there will be times of happiness and sadness. We just don't know when to except it to happen. When you think there are more of things that you should do or accomplished in goal of the career choice. 

I have always wanted to do more. Like travel places that i have dreamed of going. Like London England, Paris France, Maui Hawaii, Bermuda. And even Africa or Egypt. 

I would love to see the art galleries and museums. It's something that I would want. And how to achieved in that isn't easy because of the expenses. financially. Sometimes I wish that  was rich. but that didn't happened. Life has purpose. and how we live. 

My cousin tells me if I want to make this happened, I should just take my check and just put it into my savings and not touch a dime of it. Period. She is right. But I do need to keep some of my check on regular basics, like food and my cat Balki's needs. And that is important. 

I have always wanted to go to Hawaii. And from now until next year I am putting that plan into motion. And that will happened. 

This past year 2022, I have been taking better care of myself and have been getting things done like going to the eye specialist doctor, and ear specialist too. And now I am getting ready to go to the dentist. 

once I get to the dentist. that will be it for now. And then i can finally focus more on my dream vacation.

ttyl 

Kylene

BSB ( Backstreet Boys) DNA TOUR

 I am so with excitement. Because I am going to attend to the concert. I got my ticket couple months back. And since then I am getting some merchandise for the concert. waiting on my t shirt from amazon. should be getting that very soon. And also to get one more thing and then I am all set and ready to go. June 9th is the day that I will finally see them in concert. They are my number one greatest boy band since the 90's And now its 2022 and finally going. yay.

I have been to other concerts, like the beach boys, Michael Bolton, Clay Aiken, Adam Lambert, Justin Guarini, Queen, Josh Groban, and Idina Menzel. 

And now i can add BSB to my concert list.

There is another concert coming in Sept. And I planned to go and see him. And Can't wait. Michael Buble. I have always wanted to see him and now is my chance to see him in the fall. And its kind of close to my bday. So it will be an early bday present for myself. 

Sept. 20th  Higher Tour, And my bday is Oct. 1st. 

that's all for now. 

talk again soon

Kylene

Maui Hawaii vacation

 I have always dreamed of wanting to visit Hawaii, and I would love to take that chance next year to go.

I also know that it will take some time to save that kind of money too. But I like to take that challenge. Every time when i watch Hawaii five O. I always say to myself that i will visit one day. sometime last year one of my cousins actually lived out there. Her husband serves in the military and was deployed there. And i waas a little bit jealous. but i know one day that it will happened. one day soon.

One other thing that i've always wanted to do when i get there, is to swim with dolphins. That would be awesome. and do other hawaii stuff to like snorkeling, sailing. walk on the beach. love the beach. Eat awesome food. and of course the souviners. 

And stay in a nice hotel on the beach. and look out the view of my hotel room. 

anyways that's all for now.

kylene

New year 2021-2022

 It's been quite a year, and now that it's coming to an end, but now the new year 2022 is about to begin. And there will be some new changes as well. And maybe there will be a new adventures as well too. The one new thing i like to see and happened. 

And that is a real vacation, now that i am working girl again. I love working for Walmart. Its one of the best jobs I've ever had. Besides the job at Legoland Discovery Center, that was a really cool job i had until i was let go. I was devastated that i lost that job, and i like the people that i worked with. But working at walmart now for three months is going good. I can now actually save up for a vacation, a real vacation because i could really use a week or two vacation. 

I won't reveal just yet where i want to go, but i have a couple places that i always wanted to go, and i like fulfill that dream vacation that i earn and will be a big adventure for me. Just thinking about it gets me excited. But i always have to remember not get too excited. I'm not sure if i can or not. But just have to wait and see. 

until Have a great new year, and i will see you soon. 

take care Kylene

Happy Holidays 2021/ donations to the children's hosptial

 We have made it to another year. And we are all blessed. Taking one day at time is a way to go and how we live. And with our love ones too. Being the way we are is the way of whom it can be. In fact of the situation of the blossoms of truth. I am in the same boat as always, and have been trying to improve. 

The one thing that i would love to do, and in the process of working on it too. I am gathering up all my art work that i have done the past and present that i have decided to donate all my art work to the children's Hospital. 

I have always wanted to donate money to the children's hospital, but since i can't do that right now. I have decided on donation my art work instead. Because i want to make a big difference and generous. 

The one way of helping is be yourself. 

My breast reduction part 1

 I am in the beginning stages of getting a breast reduction. Why you ask? Well for many years I have problems with backaches and I can’t stand for an amount of time. I can’t even keep my posture straight up, I’m always leaning forward. That usually makes me feel a little better. But not always. I am 42 yrs old and I also have mosaic Down syndrome. 

When I first got fitted for an actual bra sizes, I was told that I am an H size. Wow is right. I can’t even find bra size that I need to and help me get comfortable. So now I just wear sports bras. But I also can’t always find sizes in sports either. It’s not so easy. I also have my days when I not happy about my size. And when I lift up my girls. I can feel bigger differences. And believe me I do. 

I’m also nervous too about this procedure as well too. But first I have to go through my regular doctor, and see him. And get my referrals and see who is the best surgeon doctor that will help me. I want to feel better and for my health too. 

I’m not sure how many steps there are in breast reduction but I will find out and I’m hoping to get this procedure done soon. 

This is all for now. So please stay tuned for part 2 

Thank you 

World Down Syndrome awareness day

 I am proud to announce that i am honored and happy that i am part of this, I am Heather Kylene, and i have a story to tell you all. 

I was born on October 1st 1978. Libra.

I have learned over the years of my disability, I have mosaic down syndrome. This is a rare type of down syndrome. There are two other types Translocation (nondisjunction) and trisomy 21. The creator Robert Lange Down, had learned and discovered a third type. And that is Mosaicism Down Syndrome. I was very sick when i was a baby, and for the past couple of years i have been sick and my mom couldn't find what was wrong with me. not even the doctor that delivered me either. it actually did take some time to discovered about that extra chromosome. The doctor that delivered my baby brother 4 years later 1982. Eric my brother was very sick as well too. And when he asked my mom if there was someone else in the family that was sick too, and that's when mom mention me. and when i was being tested for my sickness, the doctor did a chromosome test, and he had discovered an extra chromosome. 

For years I have struggled, and with my learning skills as well. I don't always get it right away. it takes me a little time as well to finally figure it out. sometimes i don't always feel like a normal person. But i do okay. I don't have many friends. My family is passed, my parents and my brothers. it's just me now and my younger sister too. We don't talk because its a long story ok. 

I've also have done special Olympics. I have done that for many years now, and had officially retired. Do i miss it, yes of course i do. Do i want to return to the sport? of course. question is how? my mom has always done that for me. 

Do i have any tattoos or piercing? yes. My ears of course. And yes on the tattoos. I have always like. and have thought about and now i have 14 total of tattoo's I really wasn't expecting to have this many. i only wanted two tattoo's. but it's like what they say, once you have it and you want to say no more. But i keep getting more. I have to stop now. my latest one is recent and its a best friend quote tattoo, " There are two friends, in one soul of two bodies." 

in my conclusion: Be kind to one another

Libertad

 Hello again, 

It is now getting a lot closer now to moving day. Last time i posted was weeks ago and how long it will take for Balki ( my precious cat) will be moving into our new home. I like to call it our forever home, But i can't because you never know what could happened years from now. But we are thrilled about our new home. I have brand new dishes that will be coming soon. as of this weekend from amazon. I am still not happy about moving to Glendale Az. I love Phoenix. It's my home and it really is more convenient for me. But i know that someone else i know is more happy about this. It will take me time and to adjust to living back in Glendale az. I have lived there before. When i first moved back to Arizona 12 years ago next month. 

For a long time i have always wanted a lot of things, for my next apartment, I have always wanted to live in a tall building apartment. and have big huge windows and high ceilings. When i have came across Libertad apartments on google online and had read everything about this place and how brand new it is. being accepted for it too. I actually got all excited and everything. And i was able too see it from the outside. My friend and roomie, well she is my best friend. She surprsed me and had taken me to see the property from the streets, Because i wasn't able to get on the property yet because its still under construction. And it looked like all they need to do now is put in the road to the property. Its been weeks now and i now i have a week and half left to move in. Still waiting on the keys to my new place. I should hear from them any time now. and that phone call or email to let me know when i can go and pick up my new house keys. 

Praying to know by this weekend or next week. 

take care for now.

Heather

Superman

 Hi everyone, I know I have been away for quite sometime. But all that is gonna change. I am thrilled to announce and give you all great news. 

First is I like to share is that I am thrilled to announce that I have a brand new apartment and I mean brand new because libertad Apts is a new complex that was just built last yr. 2020. However the location is in Glendale az, not Phoenix I really don’t want to move to Glendale, I love 💕 living in Phoenix. It’s my home. But I knew that I needed to find a better and lot cheaper for me to afford. But when I came across the libertad Apts in Glendale. And seeing the price for one bedroom. I just knew this is my new home for me and Balki. ( my cat) 

We have been accepted for this apt. And now I am excited about this move. I haven’t seen the inside yet. Because the complex is still under construction 🚧 about few weeks ago I got a call that the construction 🦺 is delayed by the end of March 2021. I still have about five weeks left. And then hopefully I will be in my new home. Ok 

Superman story 

I am beyond thrilled 😄 with excitement when I heard that jcfilms studio is having a grand opening ceremony in Tempe. I also found out that a famous celebrity will be there to cut the red ribbon 🎀 Dean Cain, yes that’s right from the hit tv show  Lois and Clark the new adventures of Superman. The day was February 20, 2021 ( Saturday) I went to this festival and when I got there. I wanted to make sure that I had the right location. And I did, and also wanted to make sure that Dean Cain is really here. And he is, I was so excited 😆 that I get to meet my all time superhero 🦸‍♂️ and I was hoping to meet & greet too. It was amazing 🤩 and that my biggest dream wish came true. I have been a huge fan of Dean for so long. And it finally came true. I still can’t believe that I met him. And I also got his autograph ✍️ and we talked too. And I had him signed my first season of his show Lois and Clark. I will never forget this day. This will always be my best favorite day ever. 

Concerts In 2020

I am looking forward to this year, why you ask? Because I have two concerts lining up already, Later this month myself and my bff Gerilyn are going to see Celine Dion at the gila arena river. We are looking forward to seeing it. I am so excited because I have been wanting to see Celine Dion for a very long time. And now this is my chance to go. Also i am also going to see Rascal Flatts. later in the fall of October. Their final farewell tour. Yes, I have found out recently that they are being disbanded. After 20 years of great music. Rascal flatts will be going their solo careers. I never really got the chance to find the full story and why they are being disbanded. But i will never forget their greatest music. Life is a highway... My wish... and many more of their greatest songs ever written. I am also interested and want to go and see the Backstreet Boys as well, also in October. Not too sure yet. Just have to wait and see.

I have to say is that I am doing well. for myself. Minus a few things but its gotten better for me. And i have to say how proud that i have become and where i am now. I absolutely love my new loft apartment. its been six months since i move in. I am going to sign for another yr lease. But next yr i might have to move again. I just wish they wouldn't have to keep raising the rent every yr. It would be nice for it to stay the same... And that way i wouldn't have to move.

Going to concerts is the best thing that i love to do every year, But there are times when i can't go. I like to see about taking vacations. And go places that I've never been to yet. Like going to Los Vegas. I am hoping to go this summer, not too sure yet. My cousin Carrie has told me that their is a semnar that she wants to go too. I, however would love to go and see a show, like Terry Fator. I would love to see him perform.
And also spend time at the pool and some of the casinos and hit the slots.
anyways I am going to relax and enjoy my day off from work.

2020 New goals

I would like to say is that everything is coming along great for me, and how my life is going. I have great things that are coming along great, Like this brand new apt that i am in now, since Sept, of last 2019. its been 4 months now and l love my new place. I plan to be here for at least two years. The rent here is good. However this place is good and the neighborhood is okay too. The other place i was at just wasn't working out for me, and i didn't like the way i was treated my last couple of months. before i moved. I am thrilled to be out of that place and into my new one now. I am in my dream home now. question is i just don't know how long i can live here. two yrs here does sound good. But i have thought about something more and different, like having my first house that i like to call home. forever. But things doesn't always work that way.

You can't always seem to get all the things that you want in life, I don't have everything. like a car and a license. I like to but its the expensive that are included to owning and the responsible of taking care of a car. I think about it every now and than, just not all the time. Anyways.

This job i have working at the legoland LDC. at the mall. is going very well. I have been with the company now since April of 2019. 7 months now. I am loving this job. Its not my dream job. But i also need the work and its working out good.

On a side note the only negativity i have is my issue with my eating binge problem, I don't understand why i am always hungry and seem to over do it. I been to one eating disorder support group once. couple yrs back. I just didn't stick to it. I know i should. Maybe this is why my left knee is hurting me more now. What i need is the push and have someone help me with this problem that i have. I don't want this. So my new goal is to try the support group again and do what ever it takes to make this right. Checking on new info about this.
thank you.

2019-2020

Sorry that i have been away for a while now, sometimes these things will happen. But anyways i am here now and have some updates and news for you all. Now first thing is i was finally able to move out of that apartment that i was in on Indian school rd. That place has gotten worse. And i would not recommend that place anymore. its gone from bad to worse. But after i have left, i heard new management has bought the place. Maybe the new owner will fix that place up. anyways not my problem anymore.

I am currently in my new loft apartment home. Yes, you heard me right. I am actually living in my dream home now. having an upstairs bedroom is amazing, and its an open concept with high ceilings too. I have always wanted a place like this, and now i am in my dream home.

Actually, it not just my dream home but i have other dream homes as well too. I have always wanted to own my house, with a least 3 bedrooms. And have the family i have always wanted. But with my fertility issues i have, my family won't happen, I wish it has. But there is nothing much that i can do about that. I was shattered when i have received that news couple years back. Anyways we are not suppose to get emotional here.

There is one thing that did happen about a month ago, I no longer keep in touch with my own little sister anymore, not after what she said and called me. Its very hurtful to me. She actually wishes that i was dead instead of our brothers, and calls me "The bitch of a retard".
I can't seem to get those words out of my head right now, I am trying so hard to block it and want to forget it. I can not forgive her this time. We are now estrange sisters.

Since that has happened, I finally got the courage to start a story, my story about my down syndrome. and how i have been through it. on my youtube page. If you are all interested and want to see my story. Plz go to sugargirl1978@gmail.com I am trying to get my story out there and would like to reach millions of people around the world. And to know who i am and how i have struggle and what i have accomplished in my life as well too. And I would love to see it reach to Ellen Degeneres, and Oprah Winfrey too. I admire these two lady's for a long time, And that i have been trying to win tickets to her show. Ellen Is amazing and i love what she does, and how she helps family. Sometimes i wish she would do that with me, I would of love that. But i know that doesn't work that way. But it would of been cool and awesome to have. But i have always wanted to meet Ellen Degeneres. Someday i will. I'm not giving up.

Balki, My precious cat. He is amazing and knows how to get me to smile and laugh. And the way he sleeps too always gets my attention too. I love it. And the way he buts heads with me and gives me love bites too. I love it. Plus he does that and wakes me up to just to feed him in the morning.
Balki did had a best friend, wags. He was his dog buddy from a friend and neighbor too. But wags has passed away recently. He will be missed. Our friend Roxanne has moved again back to Michigan. We will miss her and hope she will come and visit us.

Anyways this is all i have to say for now, Hopefully I will be back on my blogger more often after i get the wifi again and the cable too. thank you... and talk soon.

Kylene

fertility Issues

I never thought that i would do this, why i kept this a secret for almost two years now. My family doesn't even know about this. I just couldn't bare to tell them. Because this still hurts me to this day now. I have always wanted a mini me, a daughter or son. I would of love to spoil my child. and to give as much as love and attention to my angel. My daughter would of have the name Aurora, (Roe) for short. and if i had a boy, it would of been Adam.

But in my case and because of the disability that i have, and also because of my age as well, I am not able to have kids. I am fertile. I have my good days about this, and then i don't. it gets to me. But i know i would of been so lucky and happy. That i will have a miracle baby, just like I was. Because of my Down Syndrome, there would of been a chance that my baby would have Down Syndrome. I do carry the genetics. And it is a possibility.

I have been two fertility doctors, and i would get the same answers. Two years this December I have adopted a stray cat, He was left outside one day and he was only a couple months old, he is my baby now, We pretty much adopted one another. I have given him the cutest name ever, I don't know if you know this show or not, Perfect Strangers. It stars Bronson Pinchot and Mark-lynn Baker. they play cousins, Balki Bartokomous and Larry Appleton. Well, I name my cat Balki B. and my last name too.
Balki is a wonderful cat, He is my feline son. In my heart I do have a son, he is just my precious feline son. And i love my baby so much.

One more thing, once i post this blog, it will be seen by a family member. I think i am ok with that now.

Thank you.

My new place

I have exciting news to tell you all, I have been accepted for a brand new loft apartment. My bedroom is upstairs and my bathroom is downstairs through my kitchen. The place is wonderful. I happen to love it and the location, and i did all on my own, I went out one day and i stopped by Arbor Village Apts, and i have received a tour and the pictures are accurate, and Mary the staff and my new landlord is very nice, and has been helpful to me. And i can't wait to move Balki and myself into our new place in a few weeks from now.

I can imagine that Balki will love it, and how excitement he will get, he will have more space and hiding places too. And how i am going to decorate it for Christmas, I can see what i will be doing. I will also have new decorations for how i will have my new place set up, and i know what style i want. I will have more owls and butterflies. There are a few owl lamps that i would love to have, Amazon has these lamps that i have seen, and i would love to have them. I have been working on sorting and packing and getting ready for my move. My Aunt, Debbie and my cousin Jennifer have helped and hired these fine gentlemen, They are firefighters and Policemen, They will help me with my move on their days off, I actually don't have to lift anything. I like too, with the light stuff of course, and let the men take care of the heavy things, boxes and my furniture too.
I'm suppose to get this couch from my other aunt, but I'm not sure when i will get it, I have been waiting for awhile now. But i just have to be patient about that.

Any ways, I am waiting to move into my new place, and i am looking forward to it. I have been waiting for this for a very long time now. And it finally happened. So Thank you Arbor Village apts for accepting me.
Plan to be in my new place at least two years, and see what would happen after that... Have to wait.

thank you