Merry christmas everyone

mmmjHappy Holidays.
Its been a rough year, and its also been kind of a good year too. Its still hard on me during this time of year. I miss my parents and my brother so much. I know they are watching out for me. and want to see me to do the right things. And i have been doing everything right. School is going good. I been told by one of my mentors that i only have two more semesters to go and i can finally graduate next fall of 2018. That's if i pass the math092. and yes i still have to take one more college level of math. Its gotten more tougher this time. And i am trying the best that can. Anyways school semester is coming to an end. And i am still sad that i can't returned back to ceramics class. I have been having so much fun with this class. I am still going to do ceramics. when i transfer to ASU in tempe they have a ceramic classes there. And they have my bachlors degree there too. I want to get my bachlors. i am about to get my associates degree in fine arts at phoenix college. And i can't wait. I know my family will be proud of me. I can't wait to get on tha stage and accept my art degree. I'm also going to try for a scholarship too. So that i can attend ASU in Tempe, and i would actually want to  move to Tempe while i am attending at ASU. I love Tempe, when i go to the movies i now go to the AMC theater there. I havn't been to the movies in awhile. I would like to see a new movie again . maybe before i am back in school. I am not into horror movies, but i do like the Halloween movies with Jamie lee Curtis, I found out awhile ago that she is repriseing her role again for another Halloween movie. And i am actually interesting and want to see this at the AMC theater. And i would like to invite Javier, my boyfriend to go with me. He loves horror movies. 

Well, this year has been a challenged. And i hope my new year 2018. is better and hopefully to have everything new in my life. New apartment, I wish i could afford a house but i can't. but it would be nice. Everyday when i walk on Earl st on my way to school there is this house that i have my eyes on. I love the color and the shape of the house and i would love to have something like that someday. I have a presentation to put together for next weeks potluck and final night of class. And then i am officially on christmas break. until school starts again. Please help and pray for me with this math final. I want to do good again and pass. 

Take care for now, and i will be back soon. 
Merry christmas!

What or why

What or why isn't this person being totally committed, and does he or she love you. Really. How can you be totally committed to someone when that person had lied to you or has been keeping secrets from your love one, I mean does he or she really love you, and will be completely in love with you. How can you tell if they really love you. Do I look into his or her eyes, can that be a clue on to see if they are telling the truth. Are we really in a relationship. Or is just F.W.B. Should this person stop giving her significant other surprises.

Can someone plz, tell me does this person really love you. Does he or she asked you "Are you being hit on, or is someone flirting with you." When you go out with a friend, lets say you go to karaoke on a Saturday night, Do you actually sing, or go and hit on stranger. hmmm?

What happens when you discovered, that this person has lied to you in the past, Should this person approach him or her and just come straight out, and tell this person that you know the truth. Or keep the info. to yourself. Will it stress this person so bad that he or she will burst it out one day, after knowing the truth.

Will you have the courage and to purpose to your love one, Are you ready for the marriage and the life and commitment. And have the family you been wanting to have.

IS your relationship, truthfully, and honest, or is it all lies and leads you on for a long time. ARE you actually in love.

To be continued....

Best Semester spring 2017/ Summer break

It's been a great semester for me. And i have great news too. I have been struggling with math 082 class. I am not good when it comes to math. But three times a charmed. I had finally did it. and i passed this class. I had worked and studied and did the best that i could. And when my professor gave me the final grade. I broke down and said really. He was happy for me, He gave me a "B" I finally passed math, well at least the first level, now i have my next level of math 092. I would love to see if i can do it again. I am now another step closer to graduation. can't wait.  Right now i am on my summer break. And i am going to be having a great summer. Next month i am going to a concert. Adam Lambert & Queen. Can't wait on this night next month. Anyways i had a great semester. I got all great grades. two A's and three B's. There is also a great chance that i made the honor roll again. I won't know until i get the email from school. But have to wait and see.... Now that i am on summer break for the next 13 weeks. I am going to relax and enjoy my summer. I have a couple of things  that i have plan for my summer. First is the concert. and sometime next week i will be going to a free event. And look for more free events to go to. And hopefully i can finally move out of this apt, and into a new and cheaper place to live. And be closer to school. I want to stay in Phoenix, But my cousin still wants me to move more closer like Glendale. I like Glendale, but i love Phoenix. I want to stay in Phoenix. I have school here and my relationship with Javier. Our 7th anniversary is next month. And he is everything to me, i don't want to be to far away from him. or my school. still looking for a good place near by. just don't know where in phoenix yet.... Hmmm. have a great summer.

school fun activities

This semester, i am being more active. and trying new things at school. Like after school activity. I just signed up for the pcc got talent. waiting for that next week. i just signed up today. And next week i will audition. I love to sing. so that will be my talent. And i know just the song too. Glee version of Lea Michele "Get it right". my favorite one. I also have tried a club activity, but it wasn't as fun as i thought it was. so i decided to discontinue that club, I am also going to try out for cheerleading too. I been a cheerleader once before. And i love it. And i would like to try again... I am actually getting myself out there more and be more active.
This semester now, has been keeping me busy more. and all these field trips. I have done at least two so far. and have a few more to go to. two of my classes, ceramics and art marketing are when i have field trips. just last week i went to Tempe, and went with a classmate and friend. to the ASU ceramic gallery, we had a lot of fun that night. Right now i am just kickin back and hanging out at the student union center, i still have two more classes. lab, and extra night of class. since last Thursday didn't have class because of the field trip. So my class lost time of work. I should've been done with my new muppet, and started on something new by now. I will have it done by tomorrow night.
anyways, i am gonna try and see about playing a game here. like mario brothers. been waiting to see about playing... One more thing before i go, I am excited for my summer break... I have plans for the month of June. Can't wait.... its going to be a fun and exciting night. take care for now...

challenge, of the new year

Its been a good week so far, why you ask? well because i have started school again. Its been a great week. And now i am entering my second week. You know what that means. Yup i am looking forward to go shopping. More school supplies. and groceries too. And i also start on my new goal. And that is to find a new apartment, and other things to get myself ready to move. I am tired of moving. But i can't afford this place much longer. I need a new and cheaper place. I have started to look. I now only have  seven months left. I am just hoping that i get a new place and soon. Once my lease is up. and i have a new place to live. And hopefully it will be my last move too. This time around i don't really have the help to move. I just hope that i can find my new home. I also have to hire movers this time around. And i hope to find a cheaper movers. too. I need the cheapest. you know what it does kind of bother me that i don't have help this time. My family can't really help me. everyone is always busy. even i can be busy too. And the traveling too. One thing about moving is it is a little hassel. I will do what i have to do to get me moved out of this apartment. I am staying in Phoenix Area. I love it here, I have school, and Javier. I can't and i won't go further away from javier. He is important to me. Very important. I love him so much. This June will be our 6 year anniversary. wow. I haven't had a relationship this long.  Okay, i am mixing up my blog here. and talking multiple of topics. But i don't really care. Because this makes sense to me. Well, i should get set up on my art work. i have one more hmw assignment that i need to do... take care. and be back soon...