2025 update

 Over in this past year of 2025 has its ups and downs. And great things have happened. Like for instant I finally got to see Billy idol in concert. Which was amazing. Joan Jett and the Blackhearts opened up for Billy Fuckin idol ( lol) please  excuse my language. At the end of his concert I actually says that after introducing of his band mates. Which was awesome. There were other concerts this year I wanted to attend. Like the Jonas brothers but was not able to make it. Even maroon 5 was here. And Bryan Adams came back too. But last year I saw him in concert. And finally Leann Rimes will be here in December. Hoping I’m able to go. I don’t know yet. Have to wait and see. 

Now: I just recently got rest of my wisdom teeth removed yesterday. It’s now day one after the surgery. I’m doing ok but my jaw does hurt a little bit. And I feel fine so far. I just have to go to Walmart and get more soft food I can eat. And continue my Christmas shopping. I should be done with my Christmas shopping by the first week or second week of December. 

Appleton, my second cat has to go to the vet and I need to find out what happened to his paw. He somehow hurt his paws. He is okay. But I want to make sure with his vet doctor. 

Now: upcoming concerts are coming for the new year. One is a big one for myself and my cousin Carrie I will reveal that later. That’s secret Christmas and birthday present. For her and I can’t wait.  My second concert is no other than Calum Scott. Can’t wait on this one too. I am excited about this. All I need now is a his merchandise tshirt for that event. About to get that very soon. 2026 is going to be a good year start for me. Yay

Current year 2025 I know I have been absent on here. I am still here. I hardly use my sugargirl account. I have been mostly been using my Azkye4life account mostly. These days. 

Anyways this all for the now. I will be back soon before the year is over. Have a great day

Kylene 

2024 Adventures

 It has been quite sometime since the last time i was on my blog here. I have been occupied with work and recently had foot surgery. But i also kind of lost interested with my blog, Plus tiktok has been keeping me as well too. i spend alot of my time on that most of the time too. And currently getting ready to go on a weekend trip to Vegas next month. Three day trip. I never been to Vegas and this will be my first time ever. Because I won 2 tickets for an event. The Cheer Choice Awards. I almost had to forefit my winnings. But i worked out my plans, I just wish i can stay in a hotel. I would of love that. But My friend Roxanne lives in Las Vegas. We will have a great time. I can't wait. 

Also I am excited about for next year 2025, I recently just started to save money so that i can go to Disneyland, never been there. And if i can reach my goal of $2,100.00 by the end of this year by Dec 31st 2024. My cousin Carrie says she will take me to Disneyland. I hope that i can reach that goal. 

The best part about this goal is to help me and be more responsible. I am responsible, just not the way i want it to be. Like having my own house and the car, that i would love to have, I love jeeps, and Kia. The color i would love to have is purple. A purple Kia, 

I have been concentrating on my tiktok because I am trying to earn more followers and more likes on my videos. All i ever wanted is to be famous and a great creator. for my videos and for myself. 

I am still doing the other events like concerts, I still do that. recently just last year 2023, I went to see Pitbul, Ricky Martin and Enrique Iglesias omg, best night ever. And I will never forget. Now this year 2024 because of my weekend trip to Vegas coming soon. I have to decide which concerts that i have to give up on. So i narrowed it down to two. New Kids On the Block and Parmalee. coming this summer. 

that is all for now, and happy to be back on here. 

Heather

Sky diving adventures

 I have always wanted to be an adventuress girl, there are fun things that I have always wanted to try and do, like skydiving. And the Zip line. But its the skydiving that I really want to do. And I like this summer to be one year for me and my best friend Gerilyn. We both want to do this. And now I am looking into it and the prices too. Once I get all that info, I will informed her what I found. They do have a training with the experienced jumpers. The one place, location is Buckeye Az, They have 5 stars. and looking at the prices for the summer is actually good. 

Also later this year, and always there are several concerts that I like to attend as well. My first one is coming up later in March. it's my first country artist, Reba love her she is the queen of country. I can't wait to be there. 

Today, I am having a little off day, and I know my day will be better. Just have to relax and enjoy the rest of my day. 

I have now been working part time again for almost two years later this Sept. And my new love Javier2.0 is great. 

Okay I know I am a little off track on the subject about sky diving. But this is what I do. I try not too, but can't always contain it. But I am trying and doing the best that I can. It's also been quite awhile since I've been on my blog.

I am here now. and in conclusion

Thank you and have a great awesome day.... 

Take care: Azkye4life

Found New Love Again

 I never thought that I would ever find love again, But something nice happened. Just about a month ago. One day afternoon, I was in the break room. (currently working at Walmart). Then he showed up in the doorway. My heart was beating fast, Like superman speed. That's when I knew that I have got to meet this man. Something about Hispanic Men that drives me wild and crazy. I even said to myself as quietly as I can," I have got to meet this guy." And he actually sat next to me and smiled and looks at me. And I am looking down at my phone, and I would glance up and look at him. and trying not to smile or blush. But of course I did. We finally broke the ice. And started to talk and getting to know one another. That's when he says " I heard you say " Wow, and have to meet me" and he actually heard me. oops He says the same thing about me, and how he wants to meet me too. Everyday when I come into work. Dressed nicely and I always smile. And i usually don't, but I've been working on that. On our first hang out on Friday afternoon, I had invited him to the movies, And I wasn't sure if he would say yes, But he did, and he showed up. And We saw the new Elvis Movie. Fantastic Movie btw. After the movie, we went back to my house and we continued to watch another Elvis Movie, Jailhouse rocks. I told him it's one of my favorite movie. I felt the instant sparks with him, and felt right too. We did talked and decided to have a casual relationship. And I am okay with that. Besides I had told him that ended my 12 yr relationship with other ex Javier. At first I thought it would be a little confusing about dating another Javier. But it's really not. anyways we have hanged out few times, and getting ready for our next hang out this weekend. I will be making him dinner. And watch more movies. And hit that gorgeous Pool. I am actually crazy about this guy. He is good to me. And does things that I want to do. tiktok, and selfies. can't wait to do that again. And also planning on going bowling as well too. " I really like to see where our relationship is going. Maybe he could be the one for me. Idk. 

I have been single for a very long time now, never been married, but i had suffered two miscarriages. I still have hope. He tells me that he does have a daughter, she stays with her grandparents in Montana. One day I would love to visit Montana. There are a lot of places that I always wanted to go and visit. 

For now, I am finally in the right place in my life. My job, and some friends. and hopefully my new love. I would like to change that casual to a serious relationship. 

love always

Azkye4life

Tabby

 This past week, I was outside walking back from my mailbox, and I have spotted this kitty. She is a stray cat. And when I went to pet her, and she loved that, and I just fell in love with her, and I noticed that she hasn't eaten because of how she looked and how i felt her bones a little bit, So I got her to follow me, back to my unit and toke her in for the night. And I given her food and water, And very happy too. 

Tabby, is the sweetest and friendly kitty. And very playful too. Tabby and Balki got along very well. playful too. But I'm not allowed to have two cats, So i had to let her go, But every now and then I would leave water and food outside of my door for her. past couple of nights she wasn't around but I knew she is around and will return. And she did. I have been monitoring her and watching her. I would sit with her and play with her for a little bit. But I didn't forget about Balki. He will always be my baby. I knew the rules about living in my unit, I am only allowed one pet. In my heart I feel like Tabby is mine. Tabby needs a home. She is a outdoor kitty. For now, I would like to get her a collar. I will keep you all posted on this. For I must go. 

ttyl 

Kylene 

Pride

 I never thought that I would do this, And have this public. but here I go.

When I was in my early to late 20's I have discovered something different about me and my sexuality, and if I was bisexual. I had this feeling actually since i was like 18 years old. My junior yr of High school. I started to have the change in my life and when I discovered that I was attractive to girls. But I am still attractive to men. I have kept this secret for a very long time and I never told any of my family members. Not one. Was I ashamed? No it just never came up to tell my mom. I remember one time mom and I were walking to play Bingo up the road. My own mother actually says to me that she wants me to find the guy that will love and wants to take care of me. For the rest of my Life. But here is the twist, I never actually would hear tis from my own mother, She would be happy if I was a lesbian. And I was surprise to hear that from her. I love my mom, and missing my mom too. Unfortunately she passed away. But I will never forget my mom, I wish that I have told her that I was attractive to girls. For many years I have kept this secret. I never had a relationships with girls, but I have had relationships with men. And as always I been hurt so many times. I can't seem to find the love of my life, I thought I did. 

Now, to this day, Do I still find ladies attractive, Yes. But do I want to pursue a relationship? No. I like the way things are now. Nothing to tie me down with big responsibilities. accept my own apartment and taking care of my cat, Balki. 

In closing, I have decided on my fate on women and men. ( For now I have chosen to be with a guy) 

In my heart, I want to have the relationship that I deserve. But no matter what relationship it is. Our hearts will always get hurt and broken. I will always support L.S.B.T.Q 

I have many friends that gay and lesbians. And I support them all the way. 

Life in Purpose

 

Life In Purpose

As time goes by, and not a minute too soon, there will be times of happiness and sadness. We just don't know when to except it to happen. When you think there are more of things that you should do or accomplished in goal of the career choice. 

I have always wanted to do more. Like travel places that i have dreamed of going. Like London England, Paris France, Maui Hawaii, Bermuda. And even Africa or Egypt. 

I would love to see the art galleries and museums. It's something that I would want. And how to achieved in that isn't easy because of the expenses. financially. Sometimes I wish that  was rich. but that didn't happened. Life has purpose. and how we live. 

My cousin tells me if I want to make this happened, I should just take my check and just put it into my savings and not touch a dime of it. Period. She is right. But I do need to keep some of my check on regular basics, like food and my cat Balki's needs. And that is important. 

I have always wanted to go to Hawaii. And from now until next year I am putting that plan into motion. And that will happened. 

This past year 2022, I have been taking better care of myself and have been getting things done like going to the eye specialist doctor, and ear specialist too. And now I am getting ready to go to the dentist. 

once I get to the dentist. that will be it for now. And then i can finally focus more on my dream vacation.

ttyl 

Kylene