Sorry that i have been away for a while now, sometimes these things will happen. But anyways i am here now and have some updates and news for you all. Now first thing is i was finally able to move out of that apartment that i was in on Indian school rd. That place has gotten worse. And i would not recommend that place anymore. its gone from bad to worse. But after i have left, i heard new management has bought the place. Maybe the new owner will fix that place up. anyways not my problem anymore.
I am currently in my new loft apartment home. Yes, you heard me right. I am actually living in my dream home now. having an upstairs bedroom is amazing, and its an open concept with high ceilings too. I have always wanted a place like this, and now i am in my dream home.
Actually, it not just my dream home but i have other dream homes as well too. I have always wanted to own my house, with a least 3 bedrooms. And have the family i have always wanted. But with my fertility issues i have, my family won't happen, I wish it has. But there is nothing much that i can do about that. I was shattered when i have received that news couple years back. Anyways we are not suppose to get emotional here.
There is one thing that did happen about a month ago, I no longer keep in touch with my own little sister anymore, not after what she said and called me. Its very hurtful to me. She actually wishes that i was dead instead of our brothers, and calls me "The bitch of a retard".
I can't seem to get those words out of my head right now, I am trying so hard to block it and want to forget it. I can not forgive her this time. We are now estrange sisters.
Since that has happened, I finally got the courage to start a story, my story about my down syndrome. and how i have been through it. on my youtube page. If you are all interested and want to see my story. Plz go to sugargirl1978@gmail.com I am trying to get my story out there and would like to reach millions of people around the world. And to know who i am and how i have struggle and what i have accomplished in my life as well too. And I would love to see it reach to Ellen Degeneres, and Oprah Winfrey too. I admire these two lady's for a long time, And that i have been trying to win tickets to her show. Ellen Is amazing and i love what she does, and how she helps family. Sometimes i wish she would do that with me, I would of love that. But i know that doesn't work that way. But it would of been cool and awesome to have. But i have always wanted to meet Ellen Degeneres. Someday i will. I'm not giving up.
Balki, My precious cat. He is amazing and knows how to get me to smile and laugh. And the way he sleeps too always gets my attention too. I love it. And the way he buts heads with me and gives me love bites too. I love it. Plus he does that and wakes me up to just to feed him in the morning.
Balki did had a best friend, wags. He was his dog buddy from a friend and neighbor too. But wags has passed away recently. He will be missed. Our friend Roxanne has moved again back to Michigan. We will miss her and hope she will come and visit us.
Anyways this is all i have to say for now, Hopefully I will be back on my blogger more often after i get the wifi again and the cable too. thank you... and talk soon.
Kylene
